Over the years, I've told colleagues and friends about things I have seen or experienced. Many times, people have said that I should write them down so that they won't be lost and forgotten, since some of them might be useful parts of our history. I've been writing them down, without being sure what I would do with them. I decided to gradually post them on this website, and see what reactions I get. I suggest reading from the bottom up (starting with the August 2017 post "The Meritocracy"). Thoughtful and kind feedback would be useful for me, and would help me to revise the exposition to make it as useful as possible. I hope that while you read my stories you will ask yourself "What can I learn from this?" I'm particularly interested in knowing what you see as the point of the story, or what you take away from it. Please send feedback to asilverb@gmail.com. Thanks for taking the time to read and hopefully reflect on them!

I often run the stories past the people I mention, even when they are anonymized, to get their feedback and give them a chance to correct the record or ask for changes. When they tell me they're happy to be named, I sometimes do so. When I give letters as pseudonyms, there is no correlation between those letters and the names of the real people.

Monday, October 19, 2026

"Under God"

Separation of church and state was taken so seriously in my New York City public school that in the line "march into hell for a heavenly cause" from the Man of La Mancha song "The Impossible Dream", one of our teachers replaced "hell" with "fire". I wonder how many kids from Queens were sent into the world confused about popular songs whose lyrics our teachers changed.

When I started school, we learned the Pledge of Allegiance with the phrase "under God". My recollection is that around first or second grade (in the mid-1960s), our teachers told us we couldn't say "under God" any more, due to the separation of church and state (I'm guessing it was due to the Engel v. Vitale case).

When I learned the Pledge, I was too young to understand what I was saying, so I simply memorized it as if it were one long word. When "undergod" was removed, no one taught us kids how to close up the gap, so we silently thought the words "under God", and kept the cadence the same as before.

Some student would invariably screw up and say "under God" out loud, and the teachers would yell at us. As a result, whenever I hear "to the Republic for which it stands" I have a Pavlovian fear response --- I cringe in anticipation that someone will angrily yell at me.